I'm sick of being forgetful

I missed another meeting with my team. It's not becasue I don't like the film, or I'm not excited. I was excited in the morning for it, did a video, talked to my freind, went for a walk, came back went to grocery store, and went out to eat. Then I realized OH MY MEETING!! Too late. Adnd this is like the 3rd meeting I've missed. I'm so frusturated with my brain this has been happening my entire life and I'm sick of it I can't function. OK thanks for coming to my ted talk.